so at least make the energy to provide more details of what you've been up to rather than one word answers.
it's exhausting holding up one end of a friendship. i'd like to take a break and be pursued for my friendship and/or romantic relationship, please.
i think i keep pushing and chasing b/c i care too damn much. or maybe b/c i'm constantly seeking the approval of others to validate myself and if i can continually maintain friendships that may seem one sided, then at least i won't feel so alone or so much of a loser... i think that's more likely.
fixing this syndrome is a lot harder than one thinks. it means having the confidence of going about, doing my own things without feeling uncomfortable being solo.
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