a bit of a slow night...

and if you can't tell, the past series of posts have been posted quite closely together. b/c i'm sitting at home on a friday night on my computer. blogging. and reading other ppl's blogs. venting... b/c this is at least a reliable place to vent whereas the human reliability i.e. friends, just aren't there enough. maybe it's my fault for not always reaching out, but again, it's a 2 way street...