Wednesday, December 31, 2008

A meaningful end to 2008

Finally, some closure...

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**: you are great the way you are now, so stop thinking anything else

Lambchop.: That means a lot to me, thank you
Lambchop.: You know I value your opinion a lot
Lambchop.: Cause you tell it to me straight
Lambchop.: No sugar coating

**: why is there a need to? you're pretty dam amazing, for a shorty

Lambchop.: B/c you've been thru a lot with me for the past 6 months and thru it u've been thru the change...whether u like it or not ur an important person in my life. So ur opinion matters to me
Lambchop.: I take it seriously
Lambchop.: To heart

**: haha, dont be so reserved about it. of course i like it and you
**: you sound so business

Lambchop.: I'm not!!
Lambchop.: I'm just... Emphasizing the imprtance you have in my life

**: good, you are to me too, so shut the hell up and enjoy the ride!

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After all this time, angst, and internal agonizing, I actually believe and realize the importance I play in his life, that I wasn't just being used as a distraction from reality. I can't believe it was actually vocalized. Is it so weird I've saved the entire conversation and reread it so I know I wasn't imagining it?!

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