Sunday, December 28, 2008

Holiday blues

Feeling slightly abandoned and trapped at home.

Abandoned, b/c my friends haven't called me to go out and trapped b/c unless you have snow tires, have a 4x4, and not afraid to shovel snow, it's quite a trek to get in and out of my neighborhood.

I understand that ppl have their own set of friends and lives to lead that may not necessarily involve me, but I thought I was included in someone's life, enough for them to call on me, rather than me desperately seeking company.

I guess I've come to the realization that I need to find something for myself, aside from friends and going out, to make me feel satisfied and content.

Oh right, it's tennis, and there are no classes until Jan 5th.

Bah humbug.

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