Ya I won't lie and say this doesn't suck, for lack of a fancy uber negative wish I can crawl into a hole to reverse time, but at the same time I can't honestly be upset as I knew going into this that the longer I stay attached and involved the more hurt and suffering I will have.

Melodramatic, but it has it's place here.

I'll just chalk this up to being what I absolutely deserve.

At least I still get dutch sundays...