Heartache

I think ... I think it's not fair. I think, you can't do that to me, to make me want you in such a way that I really cannot ever say no, to let me know how important I am in your life, and then to make it even more difficult for me to leave you tonight.

I. Am just so...frustrated at the situation b/c I can't not have you in my life now.

So, now I'm in limbo and it hurts. But the good times are so amazing I forget why I'm doing this to myself... until the overwhelming heartache becomes so consuming, I have to write in my blog. If I don't, I'm worried I'll sms something rash and regrettable.