okay so there are only so many 'nos' i can handle in life. irregardless if the person is busy or not, no's from guys i haven't met, no's from acquaintances i'm trying to re-acquaint, no's from best girlfriends...
ppl are busy. i understand. but seriously. can't even get anything going for the weekend. sometimes i wish i could go back to the ways pre-going out. b/c now that i've realized how much more fun it is to go out and do stuff, rather than mulling at home, i've been feeling deprived when there's no one to hang out with.
why can't i just do stuff on my own? b/c. i, by myself am boring, and i can't think of anything i'd do on my own that would provide enough entertainment to make me feel happy.
i've been told to stop seeking out the quick bursts of happy just to feel satisfied for a short amount of time and to find out what really makes me happy by myself, that would sustain me for a long time. well... what makes me happy by myself is finding ppl to hang out with. being in other ppl's company. being rejected, i don't care if ppl already had plans, x 10 is crappy no matter what the situation is.
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