Overwhelmed and anxious

It's only tuesday and I am already wishing the week is over except the light at the end of the tunnel is the morning shift at the bank, so...really there's no light... It's just abysmal hole.

Work is stressful and difficult, but only b/c I think I'm a total idiot and can't comprehend anything technical and it's a painful process to 'ask the right questions' that I'm at the point of is this what it's going to be like for the another 6 months...daily grind of feeling frustrated and not getting the answers I require.

Bleh.