Just a tad, when the guy I'm seeing is not an extrovert affectionate person, yet does display actions of caring and liking me. It all feels so contrary, but I mean when he takes off for 3 weeks on holidays and gives me the keys to hisplace, I'm helping w/ mail pick up, I'd say that's a big sign of trust eh?
But when he says I'm silly and a goofball for being slightly teary and sad at the goodbye hug at the airport, and points out it's only for a few weeks and he is returning, and that he and I've only been together a few weeks, I can't help but feel well.. So ... Am I just being over dramatic?
It's clear that my often displays of PDA makes him slightly uncomfortable, but he said it's not a bad thing.
I can't change how I show emotion and he can't change how he...doesn't really, so where/what does that leav me?
Content w/ the actions such as...already meeting mutual friends, slept over at his place several times, take comfort in knowing he likes to cuddle me when sleeping, and is extremely receptive to want to have sexy times w/ me?
I guess right? What more could I ask for?
Maybe I need to learn to reign in my inner eager puppiness, I have learned that only 1% of guys would really "get" it lol
Plus, the last thing I want is to scare him away. But... It's me so he better get use to it lol
Sigh
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