I had dinner tonight w/ the jamaican architect tonight. I guess you could call it a date. Walking by the water and then japanese dinner at ebisu. The more I talk to him the more I am starting to understand him b/c he does have an accent and sometimes there's some clarification needed on slang and jokes, but not all the time.
We had a nice time walking along the water after dinner. After some friend hugs, he tried to pull me for a kiss! I don't know, I kind of panicked and gave him my cheek...I don't have "those" feelings yet, I mean I enjoy his company, but I'm not ready to lead him on w/ a kiss thinking I want to. Oh shit, is this what my ex felt like w/ me??
Anyway, I guess we'll see how it goes w/ the jamaican...he use to be a junior pro tennis player so...I kind of want to make sure I get to play w/ him to improve my car. Horrible right?! I'm not using him for tennis, I do have a nice timebut I'm not feeling the I want him to F me. Which...is extremely important to me to have that chemistry...or maybe I'm just a nymph and I should learn how "normal" feelings are suppose to develop.
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