what's worse?

blacking out with friends or blacking out with coworkers?

as proven last night blacking out with coworkers is definitely dangerous, scary, and i can't think of another adjective, but you get what i mean. especially coworkers who can out drink any other group of friends i've ever drank with therefore putting myself in a bad situation.

running out of a forest clearing yelling and screaming someone please help me, help me, and feeling the sheer helpless panic of holy god where the fuck am i, is not something i'd like to remember as a good time.

having my memory blackout as much as it did and feeling more scared and panicky after only having 5 beers in 5 hrs makes me wonder if beer was all that i was drinking or if someone spiked my drink.

one thing to watch out for: when someone, with potential shady, douchebag quality, asks if you want to go the bathroom and you don't remember if you were even lead to the bathroom or what the hell even happened, that someone should be avoided at all future work socials.

two things to be thankful for: a trustworthy coworker who will make sure i get home okay, and the most dependable & awesome guy who will come rescue me no matter what or where.

lessons learned: even at a softball game never to redrink my drink after i set it down, always drink water with alcohol, don't go off with shady characters who only have one perverted thing in mind, and i rock at softball.