Bitter and a little jealous

Ok, maybe lots jealous when seeing people I know living a life that can only happen in television reality, but it's not tv b/c it's happening right now. They're living a creatively charged life surrounded by other creative and innovative, fun people, in a city that supports all this.

Jealous when seeing the other doing 'freakishly' well with their chosen significant other. Feel slightly not proud of who I am. To be the secondary, the convenience on two continents, may be a little too much for me.

I should close the flickr page.

Currently on repeat: concerning the ufo sighting... By sufjan stevens