Not in a promiscuous way, but I had 3 dates in the past 24ish hour. One was a 2nd date and ended in the heat of passion...too soon? I jumped the gun so to speak? Whatever, I can't control it, if it's there why wait.
The 2nd was w/ a tall, nerdy, guy in a coffee shop. A bit awkward, conversation didn't flow as easily as I would've liked as I've had it better before. And just... It almost felt like a waste of time. Too bad b/c he seemed like a winner when we were emailing each other. Will probably not want to hang w/ him again.
The 3rd, I just finished. We grabbed some coffee and walked around the seawall. That one was nice. Good convo, didn't feel awkward, he could have a conversation. New to town, so just meeting new ppl to hang out. Will probably go out w/ him again, but in a platonic way, movie etc. Someone to do something w/ around town.
So all hope is w/ guy #1. Apparently all guys categorise girls as one thing or another... A good girl or one who just sleeps around. I hope, b/c of 2nd night, he doesn't think am the latter b/c I really like him. So in my current obsess state I've texted him, w/ the advice of my friend, to just let him know that things have skipped ahead quickly and that I'm excited about it, but would like to go on a proper date soon like a movie etc... I hope he gets back to me. I know I know if he doesn't, his loss, but doesn't help w/ the insecurities.
I haven't heard back from him post last night which is why I feel a bit unnerved...
Sigh
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