Monday, December 14, 2009

50 mins of life gone

had the most random conversation with the most uniquely opposite person from me. it was some guy from pof, i thought he was hot from his posted images and he msged me saying he likes my spunk and we had randomly texted each other stupid stuff, so tonight he finally calls me. and after more conversations w/ this guy, who btw, wants to own an organic blueberry farm w/ horses as his end goal in life, believes in the higher being of spirituality. that he left the city to find more spirituality in himself and others. believes with every bad there is a good. believes are completely connected w/ the earth. is part of some start up bank that was created out of gold. just... he is a person that i cannot understand and i am someone he THINKS he understands as i'm a total city girl, and he left the city b/c he felt 'something weird was going on, something's changing and i just had to get out' and i don't mean something weird as in we got a new bylaw, but something weird like as in 'the air, the water' ... so... sorry man, i'm not dissing your beliefs, but they are so serious and extreme that i simply cannot identify or provide any empathy with your cause. that may make me sound superficial and shallow b/c i APPEAR to not care about anything that is real, but i think i'm just not deep enough for you.

so i ended the call and was like okay well i don't think we have anything else to talk about b/c we don't agree on anything... so i just said good bye haha and i did make sure he said bye as well before hanging up.
THEN i got a text from him saying it didn't have to end like that. urgh it had to b/c his voice was also creeping me out... he has HOT photos posted on his profile and yet his higher pitched voice reminds me of some 40 yr old perv who made up a random profile to meet girls.... couldn't get that image out of my head and probably ruined me to have an open mind on anything. like the hobbit thing, once i thought hobbit, couldn't fixate on anything else. hobbit.

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