Struggling

I'm glad you're having such a drunken fab time w/ ur gf in hot sexy miami. Aside from the fact that I'm torn w/ jealousy that you're there w/ her (and where I might add you don't even know if she's 'the one' and she's never going to let you go) you're also having a mindless entertaining time, AND the biggest tennis stars are there for the sony ericcson open.... Urgh...

You may not have thought you'd have crazy sweetsweet with her, but with the party atmosphere, drugs, booze, and hot, gorgeous ppl everywhere, I'm sure the mood to do it against the wall will strike you.

Ya I'm goddamn bitter, jealous, and definitely strugglin' w/ emotional upheaval.

Struggling with not going on FB where you both seem to be posting what a freakishly fab time you're having.... FFFff I bet you're both F'ing right now...

I'm crazy. I know.