Modern day rejection

Ahh hah I think I just broke up w/ the sex via text msg. Classy eh?! Meh, neither was the situation. It was time to get out.

the wayfarer

i know i know, it's back in demand, it's so retro it's modern... or did it never go out of style?!



i don't know if i could ever pull off this look

but this girl certainly can. i love everything about her look, her hair, her tights, her glasses!! sigh... so french... i hearts.

so... is the wayfarer in style for next 5 yrs and will it ever go out of style? can anybody pull off this look or do i have to do the whole 80's vibe b/c that's really not my thing.

resolution 2

okay, i forgot about the rest of the resolutions i was suppose to do/believe in... oh well i'm sure it'll come to me some time...

resolution

it's... end of march, i think it's time for a 3 month evaluation of life ergo, a new resolution.

i will buck up and have a better attitude about life.

stay away from aritzia b/c those girls make me angry, despite some of their clothes making me very happy.

do NOT go on FB 20x a day.

crap boss coming back brb

chill

dude... i just need to chilllllll the axxx down = chill'ax. i know, i know, i've been a little wound up...!! and i sincerely doubt it's on my newly acquired birth control pills, probably more so for the fact that i've been making careless deceisions about who to spend time with in my life, but urgh! okay... one more rant, and then back to something fun and hopefully witty to post...

why are the girls are aritzia such major rhythms with itches and could sometimes be rhythms with bunts! YOU WORK IN RETAIL, what's with the attitude and the hoity-toity airs?! you sell t-shirts that cost $100 that in reality really cost $1 to make from some 3rd world country. I mean they're either really snobby or majorly sucking up to you with such fakeness that it scares me into buying something i don't like. hey and you know how you have that sign at the cash desk that says "it's a women's perogative to change her mind?" how about actually believing in that and not make snooty faces!!! though, i have to hand it to the brand, you did make it on viewonfashion.com but your campaign sucksballs.

get off FB!!!

why, WHY do i torture myself? i promised myself i wouldn't check FB with such frequency so i don't torment myself by looking at their feel good fun time photos. and look at me now. i checked FB this morning and lo and behold there are new photos. ARGH i'm an addict. and i need help.

Blog much?

As you can see from my recent and frequent postings, I'm reverting back to the desperate angry little me, the times of pre-him. Of... Well of having fun. Now I'm putting my crazy lady thoughts into blog b/c I figured that's more productive than stalking on FB and staring at the same photo 5 mins at a time.

On the flipside, to compensate for my insecurities and lack of actual happiness, I bought a new pair of glasses today! D&G vibe. A bit diff than my current, prada, ones, but I hope I still receive the same accolades as I did from the pradas.

Very little makes me happy, praise and adoration, however, does wonder.

FB sucks

I'm reallly not digging how the new FB layout is like.
1) Why the hell would I care about the highlights on the right?! I can't even filter those suppose highlights! What if I don't want to see 'their' photobook as a highlight?!

2) What happened to being able to view and filter by events, photos, status etc. It made for a better stalking experience... ,ow, I don't even know half of what's going around in the city b/c of the new layout

3) And what happened to the see 'less of' option? No, I don't NOT want to see that person's updates b/c then I'd just delete them off my list!!

Again, ppl, it's all about the stalking and I blame FB for making life a little more crazy by trying new stalking ways.

I've chosen to ban FB for the duration of his vacay, b/c if I have to see their vacay by the minute via status update or photos I'm going to go seriously bonkers.

Stupid

Argghhh why didn't I take this prime time opp to just end things?! Nooo, now I have to build up another 2 weeks of noncommittal communication... I just need to end it... End it now!

No more attention seeking from the wrong source!!

Struggling

I'm glad you're having such a drunken fab time w/ ur gf in hot sexy miami. Aside from the fact that I'm torn w/ jealousy that you're there w/ her (and where I might add you don't even know if she's 'the one' and she's never going to let you go) you're also having a mindless entertaining time, AND the biggest tennis stars are there for the sony ericcson open.... Urgh...

You may not have thought you'd have crazy sweetsweet with her, but with the party atmosphere, drugs, booze, and hot, gorgeous ppl everywhere, I'm sure the mood to do it against the wall will strike you.

Ya I'm goddamn bitter, jealous, and definitely strugglin' w/ emotional upheaval.

Struggling with not going on FB where you both seem to be posting what a freakishly fab time you're having.... FFFff I bet you're both F'ing right now...

I'm crazy. I know.

Decisions, decisions

Do I want sex or tv tonight?

If I don't have sex tonight I might not get it for a long while. On the other hand, it IS brand new episodes of ugly betty and grey's anatomy. They're FINALLY getting on w/ the izzie dying storyline and I'd like to watch, plus I'd have to dl 30 rock and the office...

Then again, I can't dl sex. Or wait, there's porn, but that's just not the same.

I guess today is sacrifice day, sex it is.

USB made right

taken from swiss-miss

bangs

my new straight over my forehead bangs making me feel extremely asian looking, especially when photographed next to an extremely looking caucasian. i feel like not so cute hello kitty. are the bangs okay?!

i'm restless. i need a change. i need a new distraction.

Sexy

My digestive system feels like it's pushing lava through, luckily it doesn't feel or look like lava when it's at the end...

Feelslightly shity... Alcohol!$aye, real feelings, most likely

Quite unfortunate

I'm amazed at the type of private conversations that people will have in public spaces.

Right now I'm sitting at the YVR arrivals waiting for my parents, sitting 2 seats to my left is a mid-20 something brown hair girl on the phone having a conversation with what I can only assume is her boyfriend... Apparently, he is being a mediocre bf and not providing enough overtures of appreciation of her gf efforts. Her tone is cordial, but with tones of biatch aka you're not getting any tonight nor maybe tomorrow... Her sign off was a bitchy "bye-byeee" with the last 'e' dragged on as if she was not impressed...

I almost snorted at something so typical cliche girl that I forgot her exact words, mis-quoting it would be a tragedy...

Perhaps as tragic as her relationship.

can't get better than this

Johnny Depp, Marion Cotillard, and Christian Bale.

Public Enemies

Bad

Eating rocky road ice cream and then some chips and hommus. At least the chips were multi-grain.
It's midnight. I'm going to have bad no2 tomorrow morning aren't I?! :( sadface

Being an adult is exhausting

How did I just lose my entire sunday to food shopping, errands, and cooking?! Seriously... I'm exhausted. This is why I always say sunday is day of rest not do... Or did god say that? Whateves, he won't mind if I borrow...