i feel utterly helpless and tragic for my friend as he goes thru a day of horror. talking about one's relationship and being on the edge of jump this is it or no we're done forever. i never wanted this to happen for them, though it was always in the back of my mind, but now that's real, i feel utterly useless. what do i say, i'm not in that situation, i can't understand, i'm trying to be the supportive friend, but anything i would say may seem contrive and superficial, with an underlye of an ulterior motive, but no. no, i just want him to not lose the number 1 person in his life, but at the same time be happy.
a question he posed to me: why can't it be both. why is it all or nothing, why can't they just stay in your life even if that part of the relationship is dead?
i'm worried about her, about what she'll do... do to herself? i don't know her well, but i hope she won't be that selfish, gawd... what an awful sordid mess.
Sunday, November 23, 2008
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