no matter how well-meaning your friends are, no matter how much they love and care about you, if they have a bf, a busy work life, and/or a busy social life that does not include you, you will find yourself lonely and hard to find someone to even just talk to b/c they're "busy"
i don't know about you, but when i don't see my friends for after a few weeks i get pretty lonesome and sad! i miss my friends! i don't know if they actually miss me b/c lately it seems the effort has been all from me with no positive results.
i'm living a single girl's life in a world full of couples. after a month of the lonely, single girl life (definitely not a shout out the youtube 'lonely girl' star), i've realized i have nobody to rely on but myself, which is probably why i started this blog in the first place... though i am careful about really naming names and being specific as i'll never really know who's reading this...
Sigh, i just find nobody is reeaaaally around and available for me when i need them. i don't beg to talk to my friends or tell them oh i need to talk to you now! but you would think the general inquiry into lunch, dinner, coffee would imply girl talk and that i need a familiar/friendly ear!
i'm sure you're all saying, well then get a hobby, find some extracurricular activities! i DO!!! television keeps me entertained enough, i have tennis, swimming, yoga, work!!... but none of those things are the same comfort as having the attention of a gf.
thus, for the time being, i've come to realize i can no longer rely on anybody, but myself.
... you might see me in a movie theatre by myself... let's chalk up to newfound experimental independence
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