Hurt and lies

So, you've chased me hard, you've had me open up when I wanted to keep my guard up, you told me you hope this turns into something awesome, you've told me you didn't want casual... So instead you've got silent and become the second Matt who's done a complete 180 and is giving me the cold shoulder.

WTF

So sick of lies, of words that don't mean anything, of ppl pretending to be genuine when they're not. Sick of lies, sick of being used as some crutch.

FML

Response to the question

"It just seems like things are moving very fast. It sketches me out a bit. You know?"

F U

Don't be a twat and grow some balls man

Question

"Just wondering why you're not so chatty or inquisitive as you first were, and if anything was wrong" - me asking boy who broke down my protective defences and made me like him despite me being cautious lest I get myself in another situation of where I'm being toy'd with.

Potential answer: Maybe it's b/c you"ve fucked me and you're done w/ the chase?! Fucker
Will wait real answer today...

Monday morning

"Brush your hair" - mum
"I did!!" - me

Sadface

Get a new horoscope

Apparently, my chinese lunar horoscope for this year is to be a good girl and to listen to mum all the time. So says my mum. I've been that 3/4 of my life, how about a new horoscope this year, eh?

Advice

My dad just gave me tips on how to walk in my high heels...

Bad

I should stop texting the wrong ppl by accident.. And by ppl I mean the WRONG guys ...

Now that's a first in awhile

HE texted me! W/ out any provocation from me! Nice... Do I care? /shrugs... I feel good, but I'm definitely not counting on him.

v-day

dear cupid,

valentine's day is in 10 days. clock's ticking. hope to it. where's my man?! don't be an epic fail.

How 'bout this for a profile page?

Looking for a good, with a slight bad boy edge, attractive, good personality, clean hygiene, likes to play sports or be active who will worship the ground I walk on, but will tell me when I'm crazy?