It's not me, it's you

Has anybody ever said it's not me it's you? Whether it's breaking up of a romantic relationship or some sort of relationship platonic or not? I'm sure 70% of the time out there it really is 'you' not 'me' let's be honest here ppl, how much of that person can you really tolerate before you have to end it? And that's probably most of our insignificant, acquaintances relationships we have. Time to end those and focus on those that really matter to us. So... It's not me, it's you.

Obvious statements and the like

You know what's annoying? When ppl make obvious statements to attract attention to themselves. I'm sure we're all guilty of it at some point, myself included, but I'm thinking of one specific person who thinks he's so awesome, but really he's a bit of a douche.

I.E. If that is really a 'terrible' photo of yourself why call attention to it by making a comment saying it's a terrible photo of yourself? So ppl can say oh no you look fine so hot. Ya I get you. You attention whore.

Plums

Did you know plums are full of fibre? I only found out after eating about 10 of them. Sadness.

Coworker brought in a giant zip lock baggie full. It's the orange, reddy small size plums, not sure what they're called. And I love fruit I love fruit so much I'd be happy just eating fruit all day, well maybe some meat thrown in, but I felt so lucky we had this bag to gorge on that I just wen nuts. Until someone mentioned it's full of fibre and then my tummy started rumbling and was unsettled for the rest of the day.

I feel like fruit betrayed me. We had such a good relationship.

awesome new design blog

i'll have to remember to follow 3rings. like a GOLD mine!

it's nothing to do with me

justin made a good point from one of my recent posts. okay... i get that it's not about me. actually, it helped to remind myself that, that it's not me who's having the issues, but sometimes i still don't understand why consistency of b/w friends... well, remain consistent. and i don't even feel this way about my other gfs. just... him. sad face. must forget about him.

spam on my blog?!

okay, i was just looking over some postings i had made previously and saw there was a comment on me being dateless and there's cow out there who posted spam in my comment box! i feel kind of... violated and offended in some way, but not really surprise as this is a blog. nothing's sacred these days. hah at least not in the internet. but wooow talking about someone trying to get some SEO or free ad links up!

sweat

Why is no one else sweating as much as I am right now? Ok no one within 2 seats of me seem to have any sweat running off them. I'm sitting and haven't moved and yet I'm running driblets off my body. Poor bloke who has to sit in this seat after me. It won't be pretty.

It's hot

I can't remember ever feeling this hot. Hot and humid. Blah blah be thankful for the sun, but dude it's really suffocating heat! On the bus and am perpetually sweating. I wonder how the lady who has to wear a head scarf is handling this. Or if the majorly fat lady is losing any weight from the sweat she must be ejecting...

It's hot. I'm hot. turn it down a notch.

Theory

So had a theory or epithany while on vacation. I look like I'm 14 or 16...something underage and perhaps that's why I seem to attract the younger, unappealing crowd.

I'm 24 and I want someone in their late 20ks or early 30's. Who wants to cradle rob?!
I'm pretty much fucked.

Newbies

Had two new hires start on our team today. The good looking one is engaged and the other is unappealing. Prospects are dwindling out there.

To difficult

You know what pisses me off? When you seem like you can't even talk to me on msn. Ok, so it's msn not the best tool for communication, but I've made it clear hanging in person I'd preferable and desirable. Feeling like I have to be 'slotted' into your busy schedule when it's convenient for you is taking it's toll on my psyche. Why is our friendship so much harder for us to be together? What ever happened to when ppl would say hey let's hang out tomorrow, why does it have to be a 'let me see if I can fit you in' ... And yet no matter how much I think I don't give a damn, I do.

Back from vacation and I can't say it feels to be good home. Certain insecurities about life and the ppl around me are starting to creep back in when I had them held back at bay before I had left. I guess all I can do is just move on with life and if ppl want to be with me they certainly know how to reach me.

Hot hot heat

I simply cannot believe how hot it is. It's so hot and oppressive I feel like I'm being suffocated as I sit here on the bus. Even the breeze is warm.

apparently i'm dress like a slut

according to a pair of random gay men.

early morning, going to go get my coffee, when 2 gay men walking opposite of me say 'put on some clothes! how disgusting!' snicker and keep walking. i know it was directed at me b/c i was the only one on the street and it was pretty damn obvious. i stopped, turned around, and then went EXCUSE ME?! HOW RUDE!!! and then of all the most witty come backs i could think of all i said was you homo-fuckers... which isn't really an insult b/c it's kind of the truth. Ffffff. need to think of more derogatory comebacks when being verbally insulted on the street by strangers.

so i don't think i looked like a slut! i was wearing a tank dress, belted, my chest was completely covered by a scarf... like what the hell! i was pretty outraged and then immediately self-conscious afterwards

my perfect cupcake scene

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