Feelings right at this moment

FFFFFFFFfffffuuuuucccccckkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!

Urgh I guess that's what happens when I've had liquor, not enough sleep, and have to be at work the next day.....

Feeling absolutely intolerable of anything retarded right now...

hedi slimane

hedi slimane love it

Lent

I'm not catholic, but the religious holiday is coming up where you're suppose to sacrifice something for the good of mankind or just for the good of oneself. What am I willing to give up:
Chocolate...well milk chocolate
Cupcakes...1 cupcake per 2-3 weeks
Sex...at least with the one I want b/c that is a closed door. My heart and other parts are heart broken

I think that's good enough... Big sacrifices for the next 6 weeks...

a little surprised

well a lot surprised, more like floored! she's going with him at least for part of the trip... this is a clear indicator that things are definitely hitting the forever mark. they're quite a contrary bunch, i can never tell if things are really on the shiets or that's just the freakish way that their relationship works.

i miss his besos.

friends with benefits

except not really friends b/c i've only known him for 3 weeks... so just... benefits? they're good benefits... but i wonder how long i'll get tired of it all...

hopefully he ends it before i ever get the courage to figure out how!

i could so use this...

what can brown do for you?

just what i like, clean, non-messy no. 2s...

the power struggle

b/w men and women. usually it's just one sided,where the women feels like she is losing aka goes agro and crazy, b/c the struggle was really all in her head and now she's physco analyzing everything... yes... it's me... i feel no shame admitting this

i secretly want to

be a model.

casting call

heeh i heart type

from here

does anybody else NOT find this funny?

i... don't get it?... what's the punchline??

can I pull this look off?

more specifically the glasses...
(image from here)

He's just not that into you

Ok, I get it, girls can be crazy and over analytically, but boys also need to grow a pair of balls and put themselves out there too

are you for reals?!

because you use to be this:


so... seriously?! or is this all a hoax and you're the greatest actor to have ever lived?!

Meeting new ppl is overrated. Especially ones who know they're good looking bastards.

do YOU know what you're bankers are doing in their spare time?

only 2 hrs of practice! and only honorable mention?! no win?! pfft

Really, really

Need to watch "he's just not that into you" film to calm my nerves down and to get a hold of reality... Just b/c making out went pass 2nd base doesn't mean he's really into me... Will have to see who does the chasing from now on!

:)

I met someone tonight :) and unlike anything before, kissing a total stranger felt amazing...

I had some beer

I need to get laid... Why is it that alcohol makes me womanly? and yet there are no prospects

In the shiet!

EVERYTIME I take an awesome no 1 or no 2 I never have toilet paper in the roll!!! It's like karma kicking me in the ass about being too lazy to put a new roll in from when it went empty last time! Urgh

All's right w/ the world again

Amazing what 20min convo with him will do to my mood again. Yes, I know. I'm absolutely nuts. But at this very instant, everything is amazing and right...

Thank god you're back

Dear Shirley,

As much as I heart my previous video game world and company, boy am I ever glad to have you released from the clutches of those pimply face, teenage skaters, and back in the world of blogging.

Where you belong. B/c you rock my day, 5 shirley (pun: shirley for surely haha I crack myself up) entertaining moments a day.

Ps- I wish I could hyperlink words via m.blogging b/c I would do it on your name. Instead, let's go old skool circa 1999 shirleyann.tumblr.com

thoughts as of this very second

don't be such a crazy motherfucka and coolax and don't say or do anything that may even seem like stalking or harassment

yay it doesn't burn when i pee anymore!

you're not mine, never will be, so stop looking at their photos as a crazy jealous lover... b/c i'm not. right? <--indication of crazy motherfucka talk

i feel like an ass

must get over him
must separate feelings
must not over think every action or inaction he makes
do NOT be irrational and crazy

How's this for a text?

I don't have any trust in you anymore, after last night you've proved that I'm worth it to you anymore... And on and on the soap opera drama goes.

A girl was texting this msg, I assume to her bf, this morning on the bus... How crazy is that!? It's like 9am and from the sounds of it, it's a make it or break it msg via sms...

Just an ordinary working girl texting a tragic end to her relationship. Makes me wonder what other people text about in the mornings!

F. I want my own besos. F.