i don't care

i don't care what you had for dinner last night, what she made you, what 'fantastic' awesome dish was made... i don't care. so why are you telling me, and it's not even telling me, it's almost a greeting now on msn. seriously, what am i suppose to say?
finally stood up and said ok so... i don't care? why are you telling me ALL the time, like i don't care.

"maybe to encourage you cook more"

like wtf?! who are YOU to judge or assume i am or i am not and who CARES if i am?! why do you care?! why do you have this need to contrast and compare? why don't you just mind your business and how do you know i'm NOT cooking more? like wtf, that is the most asinine response ever.

and i don't care if you think i'm being 'grumpy' now about whatever, you're annoying! and get a life! and maybe you should worry about your own life and relationships, jesus, stop portraying everything onto me!!

passionate

is there something wrong being so passionate about lots of things? not EVERYTHING, but i am passionate about lots of things and the misinform like to think that means i am pissed at everything.

wtf

i am sick and tired of having to explain myself. sorry, i care about shit, i care when ppl are freaking tools and i care when things are crappy.

and you want me to say what?

you know what drives me nuts? when ppl just SAY stuff, but doesn't mean anything or i don't care.

case in point:

(1st sentenance/conversation of the day with him)
a - went out saturday night too, had lots of fun
me - good
a - yea evi, tyler, i are an awesome fun combination
me - ok. good job

ok... so....? good, glad you had a good time, at the same time, don't care?? or like... did you want a medal for being a good combo of going out? like what am i suppose to say? a more interesting piece of conversation would be describing what you did, b/c i'm not going to sit here and play 20 questions to you and ... praise you for going out and having fun?
isn't that part of life anyway? to seek fun and enjoyment?
what a muppet.

attention

Just b/c there's a "new man" in my life, otherwise known as my bf, who is an amazingly sweet man, isn't the reason why i've stopped "paying attention to you.". Don't be so egotistical to think that that could be the only reason why! maybe it's b/c we've stopped talking for the last year and therefore have nothing else to talk to you about. At least nothing genuine. Conversation and interaction is a 2 way street, i'm not going to continue reaching out to you if you only bother talking to me or wanting attention from me b/c YOUR gf is busy studying. Go get a life dude.

Fashion fail

Ok I think I figured out why I think your fashion is horrible that's b/c you pick pieces that don't mix well together therefore you look like a mismatch hobbit. You're a local fashion blogger, which is good, good for you, but your style really looks...not polished and cheap. You know your trends, but when you wear it it's not chic...good luck for future fashion endeavors

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Is it just me or does eastern commies have a lot of 'I am right and you are wrong, doesn't matter even if we are in Canada' mentality? Got a total tongue lashing for something I didn't realize was rude nor that I was doing in a very man/stern/bitchy tone. Ouch.

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Face mask

Guy is a 19 yr old foreign exchange student, sitting, talking about cigarette quality w/ the guy next to him.

19 yr old is also wearing a SARS face mask...something not quite right here...

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blind date set up

i think i'm being set up on a blind date ... with a married man...

okok. correction, married man bringing single british man... excitement level has risen 10 fold.

Way to go 2011

For a craptacular start to my love life. It's only 4 days in and I'm already crying over hurt feelings. Partly my own fault for being disillusional and thinking I won't get hurt and it'll all be ok. Fail. Epic fail

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Fact

You will meet more douchebags and commitment phobic guys online than in real life.

Obvious fact, it is really bloody cold right now.

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Great tweet

From a friend who was replying back to my tweets of how I'll never find a genuine guy who will want to be in a relationship w/ me...

"I don't think they are the right guy. The dude who deserves to go out with you will love the fact you're vivacious, fun and smart"

Thanks friend, that actually helped perk me up. Sigh, onto the next man I guess ... Forever searching...

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Comparing Christmas

You know what's annoying? When ppl try to compare their Christmas experiences w/ each other as I'd to say oh well spending Xmas w/ x y ands is so much better than doing x y and z. Like who cares how ppl spend their Xmas, as long as ppl are happy, so don't try to compare your experience w/ mine as if to outdo me..there's nothing to outdo!!

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Pining away

It's Christmas day and I've been pining away hoping to get an email from you... I need to get a life.

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Hospital

Back at the hospital, at least this time I'm dealing w/ it better than the last, not hysterical and staying calm. Keep calm, carry on.

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What do you want for christmas?

Experiences. I want to have experiences!!
Cooking classes, kayaking, canoeing, ziplining, snowboarding, hugging a panda. EXPERIENCES!!!!

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Ice

Note to self, nice knee after falling on ice.
Note to self again, ice the same knee immediately after snowboarding.
Note to self x3, don't let a week go by without icing knee b/w fall and snowboarding...

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alcoholic

a says:
whats a struggler

Lambchop @ work says:
a person who is strugglign

Lambchop @ work says:
i am hung over

Lambchop @ work says:
and i wish i was sleeping

a says:
what you do??

a says:
you drinking on a tues?

Lambchop @ work says:
struggling

Lambchop @ work says:
i know

Lambchop @ work says:
was at commodore

Lambchop @ work says:
i had so much to drink

Lambchop @ work says:
3 doubles

Lambchop @ work says:
and then 3 martinis before that

a says:
lush

a says:
your poo going to turn mush

LOL i hope it doesn't... i hope it doesn't turn to stomach lining mush again!

Crazy

Omg He is crazy.

This one's way too complicated and I can't even summarize in an intelligent way so it be point form.

-I can see why your ex thinks you're gay
-just b/c you do things for others in an over excessive way does not automatically mean you are selfless, it means you're expecting that other person to fawn over you b/c of what you think was nice
-do not confuse nice with anything else other than a preen being nice
-if you don't want to get hurt, don't google me and find out things about me or what I've said about your creepiness. You know what's creepy? The fact that you text me hrs later to say what I've said was mean...even though I never told you anything. Dont google if you don't want the truth you nutcase
-just b/c you have an English major doesn't mean you should send texts in the form of soliloquies
-when you go from manic jekyll and hyde tones in your text then yea I will tell you to stop texting me
-why do girls think you're gay? Maybe b/c you haven't shown you have a pair of balls that isn't glazed over in femininity and that you gush over your dog like a goddamn girl w/ no spunk. Absolute turn off, btw, especially when you raise demonstrate how your dog eats as if it's cute. it's not. dogs eat. humans eat. it's a part of life, not a cute feature
-being legally divorce after 2 months IS still fresh, no matter what you say. 8yrs tied to a person is a long freaking time. You don't know how to date, don't use me as your life line

And finally...

-you are an oversenaitive, over the top, type A clinger who is insecure and require constant need and attention. You repulse me, sir. Good luck in life, you will need it

PS-only knew him for a week!

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beautiful

someone called me beautiful last night. ok, it was via text, but i'll take it. what a nice change from being called cute. i don't feel quite comfortable w/ the compliment, but i'll take it. nice, warm, fuzzy feeling... i need those

you're a style/beauty blogge?!

for reals?? b/c... honey, you sure don't dress like you're very fashionable. i'm sorry, but elf boots w/ pleather leggings and a stripped top doesn't really count as fashionable, more like a fashion fail. sorry, i feel a bit flabbergasted that you're taken for reals. you're pretty and can clearly put on make up, but i'm not digging your style. props to you for having your own blog on it though. i just won't be following it.

not quite appropriate

it's the first snowfall of the year. everybody's feaking out. as they should be b/c the ROADS AREN'T SALTED!!!! thanks municipality government. you rock. i digress. my fb profile pic is of me in a bikini on the beach. it just seemed so inappropriate next to everybody's comments about snow every which way lol

It's over...again

Im not a very stokeable person, apparently. Why can't a guy just be so into me? Why does, after 2.5 months he thinks it's moving 'fast' like wth. It's not like we see way other every over day every week. Once, or twice a week. So...it's moving fast? How about guys stop giving me his excuse and stop being so emotionally retarded. I did my crying last night. Now I'm just tired and numb. "the right one will come..." right, or he might not or forever think im loose ends casual and not long term material. I deserve more.

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Popped blood vessel

My Sister the optometrist. Sent her pix of my eye. She said popped blood vessel and asked me to take a photo of it every day for her research and to use a better camera than my iPhone. She asked me if I had been constipated. No... But I was drunk on the weekend and I threw up Saturday night, while hanging almost half way out of a car, not upside down, but far out...and I rubbed my eyes which felt puffy the morning after drunken night. I wonder what her reply will be 'well that wasn't very responsible of you!'

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2 yrs ago

saw old photos of myself from 2008, my 24th birthday ... first impression? wow i was not that attractive back then... at least.. ok i'll phrase it more positively, i've really cleaned up in the last 2 yrs?? and/or long hair suits me WAY better. never cutting it short again!!

debate

is it bad that the mcdonald's hot fudge sundae i just had was more satisfying than the sex i had just before that?